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I am really bad with updating blogs. Can't anyone tell? Honestly, the wind, rain, and being alone is freaking me out a little so maybe that's why I am still awake. Plus I stayed up to watch Saturday Night Live. There was a lot of skits in there and little details that reminds me of people or things a few friends and I talk about a lot. Some I wish I can stop hearing about (those brothers) but I guess I have to deal with it... since I run a site. So... I never laughed a lot in a day for a real long time and you wouldn't think you would laugh when it's was Valentine's Day. At least, I got to spend it with a few friends minus the fact SOMEONE didn't want to drive to get me Pinkberry... still craving some. I learnt a few interest facts and stuff today just through little question games, Beyonce & Britney songs, and the fact, if Maylene had to save two people on the Titanic to save she said she would of picked Roy and Alex... I was left. Damn. Who knew? Anyways, one thing I would like to blog about since some people are wondering... I got to spend the other day with a friend who was (or is she still?) a best friend. Truthfully, I was nervous to hang with her because it's been awhile since we hung out just together since the INCIDENT. The only thing before she came over was me thinking all these negative thoughts like "What if she...?" "How will I....?" "Will she Chris Brown my ass?" In the beginning, I was just slightly quiet and trying not to say anything cause who knew that may sound rude but wasn't meant to be rude at all... remember I like to keep people's best interest at heart. A few minutes later, I started to loosen up and not be so shy and I realize it wasn't as bad as it seems. I just didn't want to another day fighting with someone who you been great... more like best friends... practically sisters with over something that should of been let go a long time ago. By the end of the day spent with her, it kind of was nice when thinking about it. We didn't fight and it was like as if nothing bad ever happened. It felt relieved for once... I just don't ending good friendships with people, especially ones who you were very close and spent a lot of great times together. I don't having to dwell on the person only when mad mentioning all the little negative moments when there was less than like 4 or 3. Maybe, I hope that day meant we are squatting the bullsh-tting cause I am already squatting it. I hope we are still close friends if can't be best friends anymore. I'll understand if we can't be best friends anymore... I seems as if I am not good with keeping a best friend. BTW, that other day too... Stephen Colletti was in San Francisco/Daly City studying at Border's. What the crap? A re-run of "The Soup" is on and I still agree with Joel (Nice transition, huh). I am still disappointed over what a certain curly head did at the Grammy Awards as well. Yes, can you give it back after you Shit on it? "Very Supeerrr-Thirteen month old baby..." Rude! Sorry Mr. Stevie Wonder for that. Now since it's now pass 2am, I should try to sleep. I leave you with that and that "you're weird, you're creepy, & smell bad." Love... A Fly On Your Wall Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Benton Paul - "Where Are You?"
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